Sometimes I find it so easy to be angry because people turn to hate. I realize the irony of this. We all repulse and tend to judge that which we carry in ourselves, and when I feel myself getting annoyed at other people for being narrow-minded and judgemental I kind of go: gulp, um oops. I know I’m the smartest person ever and I’m pretty spiritually progressive so of course those people that get on my nerves are probably very ignorant, but it is fun to be reminded that if they’re bugging me, chances are I created it straight outta myself. My biggest fault is my tendency to mirror aggressive driving.
I realize some people will think I’m nuts for saying that, but I guess I’m just glad that worrying about whether I’m out of sane mind has never been a worry for me, except for the few times I got really delusional on birth control pills. Yikes. I am kind of sensitive to stuff like that, even acupuncture probably doesn’t affect other people as delicately as it does me. And I need to go back, because Smartypockets’ stress and hours have gone up at work and suddenly I’m finding myself drinking coffee in the morning instead of water, and I haven’t done any yoga all week.